You live a rugged life, and you do it by choice. You're not into the manners thing, the fluff, the pomp and circumstance. That isn't you. Never has been, never will be.
You live by a different code than most other people. They like serene, calm, collected surroundings, but not you, because you're drawn to a different type of human activity.
Don't back away from it, embrace it. It's who you are. It's who you've chosen to be: A rugged individualist who loves 'Merica and is ready to defend her to the last.
And that will takes violence.